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About Me Premium Member Mad Scientist Shizen22/Female/Germany Recent Activity Deviant for 11 Months
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At the moment it's a bit sleepy around Eniells and my littel baby. We are just too damn busy but we'll get there again!

In bed with Baroque Works

It's finally done! *dances around and around* Weeeeeeeeehhhhhh!

Damned if you do, damned if you don't.

Fri Nov 6, 2009, 1:46 PM
This little proverb relates to my momentary situation. I entered a new stage of life and now I'm terrified. Very difficult to describe...uh...how about the beginning?
University...that word entails so much, if you ask me. Now, let me get this straight. I like that place, the campus, my faculty. And let me say, I am so very, very greatful to have been accepted to this university. Thinking, this is what I want to do, believing, here is my place, where I belong. And now, I'm not so sure anymore.
I study at Dresden University of Technology and my department is biology. In all probability I'll be feeding jellyfish starting next week. You might think that is nothing special but it's actually really awesome. Have you ever seen medusae? That's is what you call jellyfish. It's a zoological term, obviously. Oh, they are so very tiny and really cute. My professor is fighting for an aquarium inside the faculties building. And truth behold, so far, there is no living animal anywhere. Seriously, it's biology. They got plants in every single office, but no animal? Apart from some viruses and E.coli bacteria in the genetics sub-department, maybe (of course, they arn't animals but another kind of living being). Time for some change and I obligingly try my best to help.
At any rate, I am very pleased and excited about this and it makes me kind of happy. Zoology is my favourite subjct (as you might have guessed). My genetics and botany lectures are alright, sometimes genuinely compelling. I don't much care for the botany practical. Microscopy...geez, headaches all over, I tell you. The worst are maths and physics. Occasionally I believe I can make it but most times I loose all hope. It's so hard, because I'm not sure if biology is really the right thing for me to do.
I found some nice friends so far, get along nicely with them but oh, I'm still not sure about the subject, the department. Is it really what I want or just an evasion? Hn...so very difficult!
Does anyone understand that? I really think I'm making a mistake either way. Is it wrong to go on with it, altough I'm not that happy with my choice? Or would it be wrong to give up so quickly? Ah, I tell ya, life can be so annoying!

  • Mood: Panic
  • Listening to: Nickelback again
  • Reading: The Ancestor's Tale by Richard Dawkins

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: neither here nor there
  • Interests: Planet Earth, Music, Movies, artistic creation, Chocolate
  • Favourite movie: Just one? Impossible! Hm, the Lord of the Rings maybe and stuff like The Day After Tomorrow
  • Favourite band or musician: at the moment: Shinedown, Nickelback, Pink, Maroon 5, Linkin Park, Michael Jackson etc.
  • Favourite genre of music: Basically everything! I can think of at least one song in every single genre...okay, mostly Rock
  • Favourite poet or writer: Stephen King, Dean Koontz, Sebastian Fitzek, Nora Roberts, Agatha Christie; mostly but I read lots
  • Operating System: Windows XP (why? does anyone care?)
  • Shell of choice: I really don't get this question Oo
  • Favourite game: Ever? I really can't decide...the longest hours I played so far was The Sims 2
  • Favourite cartoon character: Hm, not sure...I do like the goofy ones with determination like Naruto or Monkey D. Luffy
  • Personal Quote: SSDD
  • Tools of the Trade: Pencil, Photoshop CS 4

Your favourite art style? 

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3 deviants said Anime/Manga
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1 deviant said A mix of realism and manga/anime style
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No deviants said Surrealism
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No deviants said Realism
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No deviants said Photography
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No deviants said Digital art
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No deviants said Photomanipulation

Comments


:iconmr0crocky:
I know in that moment maybe you're very busy with the university and all, it has to be difficult, but, are you and Eniell planning to continue with your Croc/Robin doujinshi or something?
With a simply "Yes" or "No" I'm satisfied.
Thanks for your attention (specially 'cause now you would be very busy with the university and all...)
:iconalleypet:
It is being continued. So a definite YES. I'm currently working on the newest page and so is Eniell.
Merry Christmas to you^^

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If today was your last day and tomorrow was to late could you say goodbye to yesterday? Would you live each moment like your last, leave old pictures in the past?

- Nickelback-
:iconmr0crocky:
:rudolph: :xmas:
Merry Christmas to you too, darling, have a ver good and happy new year, I wish you'll have a good time with your family and you'll have a very lucky new year!
I hope your wishes will come true!
Happy new year and merry christmas^^!
:rudolph: :xmas:
(And thanks to replay me so quickly!)
:iconaleina-chan:
Thank you for all the favs :+fav:

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:iconalleypet:
You are welcome! I had a good laugh =D

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If today was your last day and tomorrow was to late could you say goodbye to yesterday? Would you live each moment like your last, leave old pictures in the past?

- Nickelback-
:iconeniell:
I miss you :(

*schnief* Und Croco vermisst dich auch :(. Der nervt mich schon die ganze Zeit immer dass er endlich mal wieder mit Robin oadhajdgökag will, hat sich ganz shcön was angestaut bei ihm... *husthust* ....

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:iconalleypet:
Hör bloß auf! Ich lenke mich hier mit Arbeit ab. Ich schicke dir nachher noch eine Version. Ich hab versucht Nacht zu rastern. Mal sehen obs dir zusagt^^
Hoffentlich kommst du mit Lernen gut voran. Mittlerweile solltest du ja durch sein. Ich wünsche dir ganz viel Glück für Morgen :headbang:

:cuddle: Ich vermiss dich auch

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If today was your last day and tomorrow was to late could you say goodbye to yesterday? Would you live each moment like your last, leave old pictures in the past?

- Nickelback-
:iconpaintbrushplushi:
^^ thanks for the fav

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:iconalleypet:
You are welcome. It's really nice picture. Well done =D

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If today was your last day and tomorrow was to late could you say goodbye to yesterday? Would you live each moment like your last, leave old pictures in the past?

- Nickelback-
:icondoriano:
Thank you for the :+fav:!
:rose:

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